If I could, I would... BUTT

So there is a growing need to restrain my posts. See, my wife of over 10 years is telling me that she wants a divorce and that she wants me to "leave her alone" romantically for a while. The picture up top was made on my phone on Valentine's Day 2019. I was trying to respect her wishes by not sending it to her. I managed to keep myself from posting it anywhere she would read and didn't send it to her. So, mission accomplished, but I still have a pain in my heart because I want her to know that I'm thinking about her still regardless of her wanting to distance herself from me. This would be divorce number two for me. I'm done though. There is no way that if this relationship goes south that I'm going to try and get married again. It's either complete and total reconciliation through God's power or nothing again...
There will probably be a lot more things I'll want to post or send her that would make her irritated that I "keep trying" to show her affection. She says that she wants to "work on" herself. I told her that she can have all the space she needs without the need to leave the marriage. I don't know how she took that. I had a few conversations with her and I never know how she is thinking afterwards. She doesn't seem to talk about her feelings very often anymore. I regret whatever caused that because she's the most brilliant individual I have ever met. She's so smart and strong. She doesn't like that she's so strong. She wants me to do things for her, not because she can't do them, but because she shouldn't have to do them. Which makes TOTAL sense. I've been trying to do everything I can to let her know through action that things can be salvaged, regardless of what she's done... or not done.